My Life Story

2010-02-08T05:07:00.000+08:00

Hi guys,

It has been really long time ever since I last updated my blog. It has been a month I guess. Well there are good reasons behind this.

Firstly, I’ve to tell the truth here.... I am very upset about the O-level results that I actually got last Jan. I had never imagined myself getting those horrible scores actually. It is really sad and frustrating. This is one of the reasons why I had no mood to post anything much. What is there to post anyways? There has been nothing, let me repeat NOTHING happening in my life. Everything is not happening to what I always dreamed of. After all these days of not sleeping well, I finally realised why I can’t really get some sleep nowadays. It is basically because I am damn guilty on not placing in my utmost effort on my Os. I could have done more. When I say more here, it means lots more...

Well, I am sad in one side because those marks aren’t mine and I am frustrated because I could and CAN have done better then what I have gotten. From the start I knew that I have not placed any hard effort in my studies. ):

And why is it that I didn’t change my attitude towards my studies... It has only one good reason for it and its called being lazy! I thought people math and science but I had never bothered to study. In the last three months before the Os, I remember that I did push myself hard on Chemistry and Physics. But it was nowhere near my best effort still. As for my math, I was being too overconfidence I guess. I knew that I was just giving myself excuses such as “Oh, I’m feeling so depressed” and all kind of other craps. Now I just feel that I could change everything but it is just too late for my Os.

But there is a reason for everything that happens in my life. I must start my poly life in proper. So many things that I dream off doing in poly and this time round, I don’t care what it is going to take to achieve them. I don’t care even if I am about to give myself a mental stress but if that takes to get what I am dreaming off, so be it. I want to be what I always wanted to be... I had enough of losing things over my laziness just like that. I had not been a strong fighter over this issue before but it is about time to wake up and go for it!

For my friends who are going to do the Os this yr... I am really hoping that you don’t do the same stupid mistake that I have done... 1. Being lazy, 2. Never studied, 3. Never worked for what I wanted but always just sat and wished for it to happen.

That’s all for now...

With the flame of anger to achieve what I want,

Veeknesh (:

NEW YEAR 2010!!!

2010-01-01T11:44:00.003+08:00

Lets do something unique... Haha...

Well everyone likes to post their last post for the year!

Hmm.. Well let me start a new post for the new year!

Geegee...

What can I say? The year 2009 is gone like foreva! That was really fast ah? I could still remember wad I was doing during the last new year celebrations... Lols.

Last year, Ive found lots of fond memories that can nva be replaced or thrown away....

It was such BeAuTiFuL memories Ive gotta say!

Lots of new friends and etc. Hmm, Missing 2009 that fast actually.

Although I ended my Year bad, Im Starting my year good I guess...

Its all gonna be new isn't it? New Life, New Friends, New School, Must to say New "breaking sec sch rules" Haha... This is so cool!

Well, in this happy moment, I always get reminded of the Big Day which is coming in 2 weeks time. And that is something not all of us would like to talk abt.. Haha... That is ofcoz our O-level results day! Hope everyone in my class makes it through to poly in the course of their own choice (:

Its already 2010! Im so excited to step into this year coz for once we can stop being "sec sch KIDS" haha!

Okies thats all for now I guess...

THIS ARE MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION!!!

1. Be more confident

2. Work out my life and explore new things.

3. Hit the gym (I really hope so)

4. Attend church every sunday!

5. Do my best in poly! No more playing ard!

That is all Ive in mind now! Hehe...

Last but not least!!!!!

WISHING EVERYONE OUT THERE A VERY

BLESSED NEW YEAR 2010!!!

Forget abt worries and show your heart!

2009-12-24T12:13:00.001+08:00

It’s a crazy, crazy world...

Where worry is the root of all troubles...

That’s why we believe – only the silly worry.

Life is a chewing gum, just keep chewing...

Life’s a hand pump, just keep pumping...

Squeeze the last drop out of life...

And leave the worrying to the silly...

There’s no tax on happiness...

So forget all worries, show some heart...

No mansion and no money, not even your beauty is going to grave with you...

So dump the thoughts...

Gobble up all your joys with your both hands, the right and the left!

So forget your worries and show some heart...

Let your eyes give it all away...

When you are with someone special,

Play games and you will be exposed by the drumbeat of your heart...

God will watch out for you no matter where you are...

If you go along with your instinct...

So forget all worries and show some heart!

This is not by me... It is from a song and I felt that it is worth to translate and put it up for some ppl whom worry abt their looks and worry too much abt other things (:

LOVE

2009-12-22T20:46:00.006+08:00

Hey guys....

It has been abt a month that I’ve not updated my blog. I’m sorry for that. It’s just that in my current life, so many things have messed it up. Most of u guys know that I went for a surgery last month but unfortunately my wound got infected so I had to get admitted again in hospital. It is really sickening to be in hospital u know! I was like been there for abt two to three weeks alr. One thing was beneficial for me though, I kinda lost 3 kg and I hope that I don gain it back within this 3 weeks that I am told to rest. People LISTEN UP HERE!!!! I am after my surgery, so pls try to understand that I would not be able to attend any outing till this upcoming last week of jan 2010. Btw I don’t have any much of things to post abt so yeah! I’ll be ending my post here abt me...

I’ll like to dedicate this special post to people who have no life and got stuck with their love stories “specially for AJR” Hope you read it and understand... I’m not advising but just giving my point of view in this love matter.

Well don’t want to boast abt myself so.... People call me gd at giving love advise and I really hope that this would be a good one. But sadly I’ve still no galfriend la... Hehe...

[WARNING: This post is not meant to offend anyone. So if u feel guilty that means that u belong to this grp of people who have to understand and learn how to know who really loves u from the bottom of their heart!]

There are 3 main different types of love in this world. Not just humans but even animals do love. The difference between animal’s love and a human’s love is from what I believe – feelings. Only humans can feel love for someone. Some people in this world will always have the tendency to kinda get the wrong feelings towards someone who shows care and concern and would believe that it’s LOVE! Usually, the grp of ppl who falls in this category are teenagers.

What a mother shows her child is also known as love and what a friend shows another is also love. But when something that can never be described and if you feel that the person is somewhat special to you, now that is called love. Love should not be forced on someone and come on, duh... How can someone special to you be hurt by you? Sadly some of us do that without realising it.

The greatest love that can never be denied by anyone is mother’s love. Yes, there are mothers whom do not understand their child’s feelings but have you ever thought it the other way? Maybe it’s just that your mum does not know how to really express her love on you? A mother’s love can be recognised only when you are really lacking of someone and feeling all alone in this world. Mother is the only person in this world that never forgets her child no matter how much YOU HAVE MADE HER TO HATE YOU. Now, something that all teenagers hate is nagging... Trust me, I totally hate it. But how many of us do realise that is where your mum really shows her concern on u?

Next, this is the complicated part and I hope that I do deliver my thoughts in an understanding manner (: Teens nowadays do a slight mistake on getting confused between a friendship love and a true love. Well simply to say, true love must come from both parties and one must feel comfortable to be with another. Someone that you really can trust, someone that you really care for and never to hurt them and this is especially for guys.... ‘If you really feel that the gal that u like can replace your mum’s love....” Now that is the meaning of love. A girl that you chose mustn’t be someone to just have sex with or to show how better you can treat a girl compared to your friend! “Sorry for being very straight forward” but common that is what’s happening in life. Don you agree? Lols!

Two last advises before I end this here... “If you do love someone that should mean you can never hurt that person and try doing this – Make her happy, even if it is giving up your love on her to another guy that she loves which makes her happy, trust me you will find your happiness in that too.” And for my last advise... “In the same time, if you feel that he/she does not worth sharing and giving your love. Then don’t. Just throw it away and move on (:”

Thanks for reading this damn love boring staff... If you have any comments do give it on my taggy or u can msn me (:

TC!

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2009-11-23T13:31:00.003+08:00

Hey!

Me now on my way to surgery! Haha... few more minutes to go! I dont know why all of a sudden my BP (blood pressure) is so shooting up la ):

Well very soon I will be entering the room and I donno wads gonna happen as I will be sleeping like a pig in the surgery! Haha... Even during surgery also sleep. Well, Jun Quan and his ex came to visit me ytd nite! talked for a while and they decided to leave as it was late nite already... Hmm, well today morning my mummy darling (rachel) and thanusha came over to visit me toos... Thanks mummy for the fruits! & ofcoz thank u MR TAN JUN QUAN for the vitagen... Haha! So sweet of them! Poor eddie and gang want to see me but always clashes with something and this time ard it clashes with my afetr surgery slleping time! Haha... Don worry if im awake be4 5pm, ill sms u EDDIE! geegee! Okok. I should stop here i guess!

Till after surgery!
Veeknesh (:

Mahihi B'day Picnic cum BBQ (:

2009-11-14T13:48:00.002+08:00

Hey guys....

Ok la ok la... I’ll do my part on updating the blog properly! Geegee...

Talking about going out with Jun quan, Kenneth & Reynolds to Gym... Well, we were suppose to meet @ Bukit Gombak 2pm. But sadly I arrived 30 min later. Haha... Hey, but I was much earlier than Jun Quan okies (: Haha... Well, ran for like 16 min in speed 10.5... LOL!? And went off to do other exercises... Hmm, PAIN! Haha... Well poor LEONY! Nva come due to him being sick! Raining nose! Geegee... After gyming, went to the MRT station and saw Kenneth and Jun Quan eating 1 plate of chicken rice and 1 plate of Nasi Lamak! Haha, they looked like hungry GHOST!

Ok now about Mahyhy’s Bday picnic cum BBQ nite! Haha... Ok, once again, suppose to meet Mahyhy @ Sembawang 3pm, but Me, LEONY and Kenneth came 30 min later again! HAHA! 30 MIN LATE AGAIN! Well, we went and went to Sembawang park.... Stare and Stare at each other for like damn 1 hour for no reasons! HAHA... That CRAZY PPL (LEONY, Ai, Lala, Mahyhy) kept on talking abt “JOHN” haha. Lame la! After a long time, Jun Quan and Jian Rong came! Brought at least something to do! YEAHNESS! BBQ! Oo! I forgot to tell abt the “sardine” picnic! LOL?! All of them bought cans and cans of Sardine! Donno for who! Haha... Well, we still had only sardine to BBQ! Haha. Thank God! The ppl went to buy other thingees! In the end of the day, we needed all POA, FnN, DNT & Art students to have a perfect BBQ! Yap ppl, Jun Quan – Art: did the starting of bbq, Veeknesh (myself) – FnN: did the Cooking! Haha, we had the POA students doing the shopping “money” Haha! The DNTs – did something! LOL, no offence DNT students! Cant remember! Lolx.! Did have really lots of fun! Haha... My story now is going too a bit long lor! Haha...

Till nexttttt Post!

Veekineshi (:

Long Time No See!!!

2009-11-08T09:21:00.000+08:00

Hello people,

Long time no see... Haha, was busy with Exams - so don't accuse me for not blogging for a very very long time! Still got exam ok! But u see, I am here to blog for u! Haha... Anyways, ya still got FnN paper & CS P1.... BORING!

Went to woodlands on thursday for playing badminton with Cecil & gang. After which, went to gym... Haha, I know wad shd be running in ur mind now.......[veeknesh = Gym = NO WAY!]
Haha, yes people... trying my level best to lose some weight before Jan 2010. Many of my friends r asking me out! BUT PPL, IM BROKE!!!! WTH... Let me see if I can come, if not srry guys (: Soon will go out wif yea but u'll have to wait till the time is rgt! Haha...

Bought my new phone! Yeahness! Nokia 5530! Its very comfortable using it! Heehee...

Okies, btw, jus dropped by to kinda update alone! Hehe...

Veeknesh (:

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Oops... Forgot to update abt my exams.... Haha, how cld I eva forget abt this?!??!?!

El was not that bad... As long get a pass can alr (:
Math was great! But sad news is that it will be for sure moderated! Sad Sad ):
Sci.............. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.................. Chem was Hot! Can get 55-60/65.... But PHY!!!!! can only get 30-39/65 ): !@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@!
Haha...
SS was ok, although nva get venice, still could do the paper! But once again here comes the killer! HY, could do the essay but not the SBCS tt well... Q: 1(c) & 1(d) can only do.... Essay = love it...

Thats all for now....,
Veekineshi (:

Graduation Ceremony 2009-10-15

2009-10-15T22:27:00.000+08:00

Hey readers, [are there readers who reads my blog?] lol?!

Its very hard to even think that I am leaving my secondary school life. Its very saddening(is that how u spell?) geegee... Ive to say no matter how I was treated in my class [I think i am treated well], I love those time we had together ppl! Will nva forget that! I really wish that I could relive this sec 5 life with the same classmates! [not cursing]... Really gonna miss them ):

Today, the Graduation Ceremony was super duper boring except the part where mahyeehyee went to give a speech for our class! Honestly [not being biased or something] but 5A1 was the best speech today! 4E1 was like reading a personal recount compo, 4E2, much better, couldn't even understand what she was talking! The video sux coz there r no 5A1 pic in it... As usual, 5A1 is left out - but that is what makes the class more unique... Love my class lots. After that boring time that we had in our "Graduation Ceremony", went down for the refreshments. That was when the real fun started for me! (: Trying to make the tallest piggyback... I could only take max of 3 ppl on me - Yi Lun, Jun Quan and Edmund... When Jun Long Joint in, I kept on dropping... Lol?! Yea... Took lots of pics 1st time in my life, didn't care how I looked in the damn pics coz its the last memories that I can have with them...

So thats all, tmr meeting Edmund, Jia Liang and Eric [that's all I guess] @ jurong to study... As usual, I am gonna be the unpaid tuition teacher but I do get the satisfaction when they pass their maths (: In one way or another I am one of the reasons... This is more valuable than the money! Love teaching.... (:

That's all for now,
Veeknesh

Note: DO KEEP IN TOUCH GUYS.... CALL ME OUT FOR ANYTHING!

Coming Very Close Now!

2009-10-08T20:22:00.000+08:00

Hey readers,

Long time no post ah! Well, busy like hell nowadays.
I am damn worried for the Os which is in like 17 more days time.... Let me do a reality check ah?!

1. El - not done anything!
2. Math - Gonner! have not been touching it yet!
3. Chem - Not doing!
4. Phy - working hard!
5. Ch - Lots to remember!
6. FnN - Die!!!!

Life is going on very bad for me. Thanks to my back pain, Ive not attended my sch for the past two days. The medication is more like killing me than doing it's role ?!?!? Going to sch tmr and getting myself bored again! Hope to sit and study tmr and meeting up wif tracia and cai ning tmr! Donno wad to say! Hope to do well...

I feel like jumping off the 10th floor soon coz: Taget [L1R4] - 10-17 / Actual Prelims [L1R4] - 25 ):

2009-09-26T11:02:00.000+08:00

Hey,

Yd was my sister's b'day and I didn't bother wishing her in my blog is becoz I know that she would nva come over to see the post in my blog! LOL?! Went out ytd to Sentosa with her, mum, dad, Idah & Asrhaf. 1st went to Underwater world. Got the chance to touch some fishes there and they were all disgusting to feel. After which we went off to imbia station to just walk ard and take pics. We were really having lots of fun! Thanks to the joker of the day - Asrhaf. Will upload the pics after making it into a video! lol?! hmm, thats all now I guess!

Byebye...

Veeknesh

Oo... btw, this is Asrhaf:

2009-09-23T19:49:00.000+08:00

Target for Prelims:

1. English: B4 - C6
2. E-math: B3 - B4
3. Combined Science: B4 - C5
4. CH: A1 - B3
5. FnN: A2 - B4

....hmm, got my prelims' marks today for English, Math and Chem! Although that I've met with some of my target, still not really happy yet! Well these were the marks:

1. English: C5 (57.5)
2. E-math: B4 (60)
3. Chem: C5 (57)

Tmr, I'm getting the Physics and hopefully will get my Combined Humans marks as I am realli lookin forward for Combined Humans but sadly not Physics. This is because I heard from Ms Fong that many of us failed ): Well I'm goona 2 get killed by tutition teacher for math & chem ): So sad... Well gonna try my level best to force myself to sit and study for the next 3 weeks till I get to finish my Os.

Till the next post,
Veeknesh

What a waste!

2009-09-22T19:50:00.000+08:00

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

Such an irritating day! What the hack?!
Today's class attendance was so damn good - as in really gd man! Abt 38 out of 41 i think... But the teachers' attendance was better! the whole day was like no prelim marks and no teachers! Damn! Hopefully, tmr would be a better day where my marks would be good!

Targets:

El: B4 - C6
E-math: B3 - B4 "please!!!"
CS: B4 - C5 "please!"
CH: A1 - B3 "please!"
FnN: A2 - B4 "please!"

2009-09-10T20:43:00.001+08:00

I just understood the reason for why many teenagers go in a wrong way. They are just not strong enough to be fighting their emotions. In fact I feel that the reason for the term “Emo” came about is due to the low fighting spirit that they have. Sadly, this people may look as strong inside as they look outside.

Emotions are to be controlled but sadly that is the weakness of all humans. There are only few out there whom are really gifted in controlling their emotions. Emotions can really turn your life around, don’t they? Gangsters out there are formed by the breakdown of emotions when they feel lowly or unrecognised in their family. I really feel sorry for them. I just felt the way how these guys feel. No one cares for you unless you earn or make sacrifices for others. Is it true that once someone make scarifies, they become important and always needed or others who are dependent on them needs to give in for whatever they want even if it affects us? Shelf-fish aren’t they?

It’s not true that I tell others bad things about my sisters. That is so not true! The fact is that I’ve told many on how gifted I’m to have such good and wonderful sisters.

Ayioo. Just forget it la! Don’t wish to write about it anymore! Good nites ppl (:

A Post filled with Hope!

2009-09-04T21:00:00.000+08:00

It has been very long that I’ve updated my blog ah?!

Hmmm... Let’s see where I can start from.

Having prelims now! Finished those some of the irritating and saddening papers! ):

I know it very well that I am going to flunk my English papers coz of by El paper 1...

I was very upset with my Mathematics paper though. I really knew how to do most questions but had really no time to finish them. Argh!!! I hate when that happens you know! History & SS should be able to pass but not sure getting a B3 or B4?! Well if this is the case I wounder how am I ever going to achieve what I had always wanted??? Hmm, coming Sep holiday have to totally nuts getting prepared for those hard subjects: Math P2, Science – worried for physics, F&N – killer! Hmm, wondering if I am going to make it through my Os?! Hopefully with a maximum of 16 points. If not where am I to go?! ITE? No way... I came all this way to do my best and give it a go for my Os. Really want to make it to SP or NP to do either Business or something else if I don’t get good points.

So with lots of hope, I end this post here! ):

Veeknesh!

My life story 3

2009-08-20T19:13:00.001+08:00

Hey guys,
Lets start off from yesterday! Well classmates got back their MT - 'O' level results. Many seemed unhappy ): Well to state the fact, I do not know why I was scared when I was about to enter the hall. Maybe it's just the feeling that I'll be having in few months down the road. Lets see... 67 days more to the Big Os to start and I just feel that I am not at all prepared to sit for any examination. I just do not know why I just don seem to realize that there are only 67days left... Hmm, scared to even think about it. I just know that I don't want to end up like last year students who were not happy with their results at all... 13 points dream, will it come true? Well the prelims might be telling me if I can really get what I want... ):

Today, was not in school. Went to SGH for my MRI scanning. 30 min inside the machine and all I knew was that I fall asleep inside. Lol?! Had a useful trip though. During my train journey, was doing my chemistry TYS. Not Bad. Can answer many questions (: Came home slept off coz being in that damn MRI scanning machine really made me sleepy. Now updating blog, added songs & post. Will be doing chemistry TYS again and must start doing math, f&n and CH revision.

Well that's all for now I guess,
Veeknesh (:

2009-08-16T10:46:00.001+08:00

Hello everyone.

Back to update :D
Lazy to type though, so jus sit back and enjoy the lame pics of my lame classmates caught in action :D

2009-08-09T17:32:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY TO EVERYONE

Hey,

this national day doesn't seem to be much special, just that had my tuition in the morning, what a day. Lol?! So woke up @ 7am today to finish off my tuition homework but I actually only started doing them at 8am cause my tuition was only at 10. Early in the morning did "vectors", I must been mad! It gave me a headache :( But guess what I actually indeed like the topic.

After tuition went on9 and checked out some blogs and now doing the same thing :) Nothing much to write though.

Bye Bye :)